Today is going alright. I feel sort of hollow right now, so while things aren’t bad, I’m not really sure they’re good, either. They just are.

It’s the last day of my eleven. The last day before four days off.

I got a lot of school work done yesterday. I made good progress on my Illustrator Friday challenge. It’s due tonight, so I’ll be finishing that off and submitting it. Most likely posting it if it continues to go well.

I got the story board done for my personification project. I’m going to be personifying a dish soap bottle as a dish fairy because it would be awesome to have one of those in my life right now…

I worked at the hookah lounge for most of last night. I had my own headphones in instead of listening to the music that was playing. Got to chill on my own couch away from everyone. It was pretty nice. Fairly productive.

I stayed with DM last night, waking up at 8am. The idea was to go to my place to change and go to the gym, but that’s not how the morning ended up working out. I was still tired and didn’t actually leave until 8:40ish. When I got back to my place I was still tired and Scarlet wanted to cuddle, so I decided to not go to the gym. I stayed in my room and slept more.

And I’m still tired. I still want to be alone.

I have breakfast with Joshua tomorrow. He’s going to be moving to California at the end of the month. Another friend leaving, but at the moment I can’t muster up the energy to feel sad about it. I knew with the lease being over that he would most likely leave. Tomorrow will be our farewell.

Sunday there is the Pathfinder game. DM’s friend will be in town. I’m worried about meeting her. I know I shouldn’t be, but she’s new, and is an important person to him. I would rather hide under a rock at the moment. Just the thought of hanging out with the normal group is draining, let alone adding this experience into the mix. The game is a few days away though. I’m hoping to be more evened out by then so it’s not as rough.

I feel like I’m being whiney.

In good news…

I’m trying to get all my work done so I can download Witcher 3 this weekend and play it while DM’s friend is in town. It looks like an amazing game and Frank has already said that it’s super fun and dark. Lots of monster killing.

I’ve already paid bills for this paycheck. I’m doing really well. By the end of next month my Care Credit payments will be done. That frees up an extra $100 to go towards the Bank of America card, which, if I’m frugal, I could pay off in three months after that.

I would like that. That would be all of my credit card debt, gone. Then it would be the car payment and student loans.

I feel like I should feel more accomplished than what I do.

I feel like I should feel, and right now I don’t. Right now is a time for recovery and sleep. After today I’ll have four days to focus on that. I can go running at Crane’s Roost, or at the Waterford loop. I can sit outside and actually get some sunlight. I can talk to my mom and not be on a timed phone call.

I can sleep in and not have to worry about being somewhere. I can have time to cook the shrimp scampi that I wanted. I can listen to my book and cross stitch. I can keep my computer closed and my phone off. I can sleep for hours and not feel bad about it.

Right now that’s what I think will make everything better. A really nice, long, deep sleep.