Something happened yesterday. But it’s not my place to talk about it. Not even here I don’t think. It does not affect me directly, but if affects Sir very deeply, and my heart chakra is heavy for him. I wish there was more I could do than nothing. More than sending a text message.

We may no longer be ‘together’, but I still care. He’s always going to be part of my inner circle and I’ll always want him to be happy. I know right now all he’ll see is darkness and I wish I could give him a hug.

There are no words that can make this better. All anyone would be able to do is give silent support. But I can’t even do that.

It feels like the situation with Mother Earth. All I can do is sit here in front of a computer screen and realize how separated I am from people. How insufficient my actions truly are for helping to ease the suffering of those I care about. How inadequate.

I would say yesterday was a good day, but with the news I received I can’t say that. It was a dark day. A sobering day. An icy slap of reality.

It was mostly productive. Only one to-do list.

I completed the discussion post for my class, along with three other assignments. I only have the reading and the case study left, which are both due on Friday.

I wrote my 30 Day Challenge post. I cleaned the old apartment one last time. I stopped by the store to get cat food and the power cords I wanted for my office space. I even remember to pick up Velcro.

I went running around the block at my new place. The block is actually exactly half a mile, so I did the circuit three times yesterday. I didn’t get a chance to stretch afterwards so my calves are tight and sore today.

I got over halfway through the grading I needed to do. I have to finish that off before going in to work today.

Rhonda wants to do lunch so we can talk about freelance and her reel. Desiree needs me to look at her project. I’ve reconnected with someone I used to talk to when I lived with Mother Earth. We have lunch plans for Sunday.

I think that’s about it.