Daily Post 0064: So Done

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It’s the end of the day again. 1am.

Tired doesn’t even begin to describe it. My eyes hurt from trying to keep them open. I went to sleep around 4am and woke up at 7:30 to do laundry. I’m glad I did. There weren’t many people there so early. I got to wash my sheets, and gi, and cloths.

I stayed at work late last night, after I got done writing, and finished off most of the grading. I still need to do a weekly recap. I don’t think I have it in me right now.

I’m most likely going to be jumping around on everything floating around in my head, and writing run on sentences of doom. At least worse than I normally do. It’s from the tiredness and how my thoughts are flowing at the moment, and I don’t have it in me to care or the will to endure the guilt of not writing.

So I’m going to write, and it’s most likely going to be a bit of a crazy, wandering, unorganized post, but there you go. At least it’s happening and I’ll be able to actually sleep rather than having my brain poke at me with a stick.

So yeah. I got most of the grading done, which is why I was so late getting home. I finished the grading while I was washing laundry. I replied to some comments on ConceptShare.

When I came home I put the cloths away. I vacuumed my room, which was awesome. I haven’t gotten around to doing it the past few weekends so it was starting to really bother me. I straightened up my desk.

I talked to my mom for about an hour. Nothing important or major. Just chatting.

I made sure I was still supposed to meet with Sabrina at 5pm. I wrote a post for the Daily Prompt, which was nice. I started the reading for my class.

Oh, I also started modeling the scene for my Project 2 assignment last night, before going to sleep. I’ll post that so I can track the progression of the project. It’s going to be fun.

So yeah, I posted a screenshot of that, which resulted in some pretty awesome comments. There was a lot of commenting today. A lot of sitting at the computer and typing.

I ended up trying to nap for about an hour. Didn’t really sleep, just rested. Before napping I had tried to figure out the issue with Rhonda’s rig. I couldn’t get it. I tried creating the system in two different versions of Maya and it just wasn’t working for either of us.

I messaged Ken about it to see if he had any suggestions. He said to send him the file and he would take a look at it.

So after that I was ready for a break from the day. Which I took one with my ‘nap’. I knew that I still had things that needed to get done, but I also knew that if I kept pushing that I would be useless for my lab.

So I rested.

I got up at 4ish and showered. I cut up an apple with some almond butter and honey, along with a shake and protein bar. My dinner for the night. I packed my gym bag too for aikido. There was a fundamentals class at 7pm.

The issue Sabrina was having was super easy to fix, which was awesome. We got to chat for a bit and show off the different projects we’re both working on.

After she left I finished off the reading assignments and took the quiz. 100% this time. /flex

I ended up not going to aikido. Instead I stayed at school and attended a webinar for my class. I got to talk to my professor and it was actually pretty cool. I got to interact with a handful of my classmates who I’ve only ‘spoken’ to through comments. It helped make me feel connected to them.

So that was cool, and honestly with how tired I already was I just wasn’t up for aikido today. I miss Sansei Jan and Beata though. I haven’t seen them in what feels like forever.

After the webinar I worked on my Project 2 more. I have to update my software because it keeps crashing on me. So much lame. I did make some progress though. So I suppose I can post two images. Or maybe I’ll just save that for tomorrow because I honestly don’t feel like thinking that much right now.

Lab was busy as usual. Lots of good stuff though. This class is doing really well. All of the projects were in the A range.

There was a girl from the SAL lab who came in and asked for my help with a few things. That made me feel good. I know the extra help means a lot to her.

I talked to Ashley earlier. I am going to be meeting with her tomorrow to look at the room. That will be nice to do. I also meet with Tre to try to figure out how to incorporate Google Hangouts into the PCC Critiques so the online students can also participate.

He graduates at the end of the month. That is a heavy fact for me, and with the rest of the weight of the day I don’t want to shoulder it. I don’t want it to be real right now.

He has become one of my friends. I talked to him about Jarrett and Sir. He’s a confidant for me. And he will be leaving. It sucks.

I don’t feel like being emo right now so I suppose I should shift my thoughts.

Oh. Ken got back to me about the issue with Rhonda’s rig. It was a super silly issue and I felt terrible for having missed it on my own. Literally all we had to do was change one thing from a 0 to a 1. Sooo much fail. >.<;

I was glad he was able to figure it out though. Rhonda hasn’t responded to me, but I’ll catch her tomorrow and we can get the issue resolved in her file.

There was something else… but I lost the thought…

Ari wants to hang out again. So going to try to find a way to not have to do that.

Sam is having issues at work. She was telling me just the other night how they were going to train her to be a cashier because they love her work ethic and it would give her way more hours.

Today I got a message from her saying that her store was closing, and if I knew of any place that was hiring.

That seems so unfair to me. She’s such an awesome person. I wish I could help her. I told her I would keep my eye out and let her know of any opportunities that I find. I also said she could use me as a reference.

It feels like I did so much more than that, but when looking at it on paper it doesn’t seem like all that much.

I cooked the chicken I bought the other night. But that was really just putting a pan in the oven for an hour while I sat at the computer.

Blah. I’m going to go home. I need to start Tre’s cross stitch soon. I need to do that before he leaves.

2 thoughts on “Daily Post 0064: So Done”

  1. “I don’t feel like being emo right now.” 🙂 Cannot… Spare… Energy… Hope you made it home home safe. You sound exhausted! Take care of yourself <3

    • I get like that when I’m super tired. That’s how I know I’m ‘hitting the wall’ and legitimately need to sleep. I have a habit of forgoing sleeping and eating in favor of working. It’s one of the reasons eating is actually on my to do list most days.

      When I’m that tired super little things start to bother me a lot. Like posting the images. Just the thought of doing that last night seemed like this huge, impossible task that would take forever.

      I did make it home in one piece and with no casualties, so it was a good drive in my book. I slept super hard so right now I’m a little groggy, but a cup of coffee and a shower should fix that.

      I feel better for having rested. We’ll see where today takes me. It’s another busy day, but since all my days are like that I suppose it’s really just a normal day. : )

      Thank you so much for your comment, by the way. Totally made my morning to wake up to your kind words and warm thoughts. ^^

      <3

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